But, last night, I thought, what is a family, anyway? They’re just people who make you feel less alone, and really loved.
Mary Richards (Mary Tyler Moore), “The Mary Tyler Moore Show”
So, when was the last time you spoke with certain members of your family? The ones you’ve been meaning to contact, but time just got away from you?
Yeah, it’s been awhile for me, too.
I have tried, in the past, to reconnect with some family members I haven’t spoken to or heard from in years, with very little success. It seems, at times, like I’m the only one trying to reach out. Nobody wants to reach me.
That’s how it feels, anyway.
Now, please understand me. I don’t blame anyone for this condition. I fully realize, we all have our own lives to lead, with our own schedules and activities and appointments and such. We’re all busy; I get it. And that’s good. We shouldn’t just be sitting around, watching weeds grow.
And I’m sure, in some cases, we simply don’t know how to get ahold of each other, or we surely would.
Besides, trust me, I let the time get away from me, as well.
But…I don’t know, I just wish we were all closer to each other. Maybe with age, there comes an undercurrent of urgency, a keener awareness of the sands of time running out, and a greater need to connect.
Plus, doggone it, I miss these folks. They’re blood, they’re family. I’m tied to them. Part of all of them is in me, and vice versa.
And, I’d prefer to not wait until someone’s funeral to catch up with them. That’s how it usually works, sadly.
Is it like this with your family?
If it isn’t, if you’re all in close contact with each other and the ties are strong, bless you; I admire you. (And envy you, a little)
If it is, perhaps it’s time to ask yourself, as I am, “What am I doing to get us closer together? Do I need to just quit waiting for someone else to take the lead? What if I keep waiting until it’s too late?”
That would be a crying shame. Literally.
So, I’m just going to have to work harder at this. I can’t help but think it’ll be worth it. Whether they want to hear from me or not, if I can help it, they’re going to. And hopefully, I’ll hear back from them.
One other thing: Even when we don’t correspond as often as we probably should, I still know I’m extraordinarily lucky to be part of a family that I love, and that loves me. If you’re alone, and have no family, or you have the kind you’d just as soon never hear from, my heart goes out to you. I can’t even begin to imagine how that must feel. I can only hope that you can find a family somewhere, a group of loving, caring people you can be a part of.
The essence of why we’re all here, I believe, is to give and receive love. Don’t cheat yourself out of it.