In my head is not a pleasant place to be these days.
Thoughts of despair, of hopelessness, of emotional weariness. Of just a general fatigue with it all.
Monsters from without and within, each taking its turn at me, no letup.
Thoughts of putting an end to all of it. Yeah, those thoughts.
Oh, depression, you’re so much fun to have around.
This isn’t really stuff I want to share, but I need to show the bad side, as well as the good.
It ain’t always like this (fortunately), but it’s not all zippity-doo-dah, either. This $#!t can pull me down pretty quick.
And sometimes, I even want to stay down. How twisted is that?
It’s just part and parcel of my life. Unfortunately, that means it’s part of my wife’s life, too. I hate that.
This, too, will pass; I know it will. Just sucks at the moment.
Hopefully, the next post will be cheerier. Love to you.
just drive, will you? 
Praying for peace of mind for you.Just know you are loved by lots of people. Stay strong.
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Appreciate it, Judy. I know I am.
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Hey man, I love you too. Never met you, don’t know you personally, but you are one of us and I love you just for that reason. “This too shall pass” is overused, but it’s true. Be nice to yourself, okay?
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I’ll try.
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Good morning, Larry. Just want to let you know I’m with you and sharing peace.
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Hang in there, buddy. Writing … even about unpleasant stuff … helps me drive the demons away. Hopefully, it does the same for you. When you write here, you let us know you’re still fighting back. I’ll keep thinking good stuff at you.
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Thank you, sir.
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