I’m sorry, folks.
The truth is, lately, I just don’t care about anything enough to write about it.
And I don’t know when I will.
But, even if I did, I’d likely tell myself you wouldn’t care, so why bother writing? That’s due mainly to my rather low opinion of myself these days. Depression, and all that.
Besides, trying to write anything lately is like trying to swim in mud. I just bog down at some point.
I’m sorry to disappoint any of you.
I don’t know if I should even post this.
But I just want you to know, I’m still here.
That’s about all I want to say for now. I love you all.
It’s tough saying anything that will help you feel better. We’re brothers in this “depression” thing. I’m having bad days too. As much as I don’t want to write sometimes, it does help. Today I sat around the house, redesigned my blogs and decided to do a mini-garden in the back yard. Pole beans and squash are about the only vegetables that will tolerate the Florida summer heat and humidity. Baseball on TV tonight and feeding squirrels at the park tomorrow with a friend. I’ve been taking an OTC sleeping aid and think maybe it feeds my depression. I remember a post you did several months ago concerning a penis. Cracked me up. Do you remember it? Love ya too.
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Sorry you go through this stuff, too, but speaking selfishly, misery loves company. Here’s wishing you well, brother.
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Always remember,we all love you very much. I know sometimes that’s just not enough. Please hang in there, it will be better . Prayers are going up for you.
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Thank you so much. I genuinely appreciate it.
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Take heart. This too, will pass. And you did post didn’t you? Despite not wanting to be bothered. Others feeling similarly will benefit from your honesty.
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Thank you for the affirmation. That’s my hope, by being real with people about what I go through.
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